Just over a week till HSC! I've finally gotten into a good study mood. Only started being productive this week though. Wasted like two months doing nothing XD But it's alright, I'm actually feeling pretty good about what I've done, even if it isn't that much. Self satisfaction (Y)

I've been spending most of this week studying at Discovery, staying back after physics tutor. It's so noticeably beneficial :O Stuff that I'd usually glare at for hours on my own, I can just hack at for ten minutes and then ask for help from a tutor. Granted, I've been doing nothing but maths and that's not the most impressive schedule considering English is first, and I have bio and eco on the same day as well. My maths is so bad though. Like, unbelievably bad. After studying hard, I regret not bothering to try much in the trials, because almost failing that pulled me straight down. I get so much satisfaction when I finally get how to do something I always thought was terrible though :L

Truth be told, I'm strangely laidback about having such an important exam period right around the corner. I am motivated to get good marks, but at the same time I'm not particularly stressed; kinda feel that what will happen just will. I think I might actually miss this. I always liked studying/cramming knowing that there are so many people in the same boat as me. Uni is a whole new experience and it'll probably be pretty cool, but there will be no more state-wide panic, haha.

I'm going to miss Discovery. I've come to really love it in the past month because of the people and atmosphere. My physics tutor gave me a head massage a few days ago because I was zombie-ing the lesson XD Sad that there's almost no chance of me seeing the people in my physics class again ): So depressing how people just disappear from our lives.

When I come to think of it, I have close to 200 pages of notes from eco, bio and physics. It's quite depressing, actually. When you include my English and ext. 1 essays, it'll definitely touch 200.

So much stuff to do after HSC. Somehow need to land myself a job, which would be pretty hard. Plus I need to do what I've ignored all year and find something to wear to the formal. Plus cement what I reallyreallyreally want to do in uni. Plus get back into writing because I miss it so much.